
My flat mate is on a trip at the moment, but this week all her stuff arrived in a removal van from England. Her bed, her couch ... and around a dozen boxes of household things were carried up the steps and into our house. It's been nice to have a toaster and a vacuum cleaner again!
This morning, I was reading through an old journal and I was struck to see the fulfilment of a promise that God had made to me in July of this year. At the time, I still didn't know where I would live when I moved to Spain, and I was struggling with the fact that I didn't have the financial support I needed to rent a flat from month to month or to buy the furniture and other things that I'd need to equip my new home. I was only too aware that everything I'd trusted the Lord for over the past decade - all the furniture and household appliances that He'd provided for me in South Africa - had been left behind when I moved back to Europe, and now I would need to "start from scratch" again.
That morning in July, I was reading in the Old Testament when God spoke to me from Deuteronomy chapter 6 verse 11 - the part where the people are told that they would live in "houses filled with all kinds of good things that you did not provide." Another Bible translation says, "Your houses will be full of good things that you did not put in them." As I read this verse, I felt that God was giving it to me as a promise for my move to Spain and, after praying about it, I wrote the following sentence in my journal: "I have a sense that I won't need to come up with the money to completely furnish a new home, but that God will also have other ways of providing for its contents."
This morning, nearly four months later, I was amazed to see the way that this promise had been fulfilled. In the intervening months, I had found a friend to share with, we'd found a furnished house to rent, and now my friend's pots and pans, table and chairs, curtains and all kinds of other goodies had arrived from the UK. I looked around me, and realised that I was living in a house filled with things that I had not needed to provide for myself. Isn't God amazing?!
This month, my newest challenge is that I'm going to need to buy a car. Things are rather spread out here and, if you want to get from A to B, having a vehicle is a necessity, rather than a luxury. As I looked at various websites with second hand cars for sale in Andalucía, it wasn't particularly encouraging to read that Spain is one of the more expensive European countries when it comes to purchasing a vehicle. I saw that even a 10 year old car (the age of the "old Mazda" I left behind in Cape Town) would cost nearly double what I paid for that Mazda back in 1999!
At the beginning of the book of Deuteronomy (chapter 2 verse 7), Moses reminds the people that, "The Lord your God has watched over your journey thus far... and you have not lacked anything." Later, in Deut 29:5, it even says that the people's clothes and shoes never wore out, but served them well for many years! And I realised that this has also been so true in my own life: I've been a missionary for nearly three decades, and I haven't earned a salary during that time, yet God has been so faithful to provide everything that I've ever needed. In fact, down in South Africa, He actually provided two vehicles for me: good old Mazda (on the left in the above photo) which was the first vehicle I had ever owned in my lifetime... and also a Corsa bakkie (the little white van on the right in the photo) which we registered in Helen's name and used for all our outreach and ministry transport in disadvantaged townships.
And so my faith was boosted this morning as I looked at this house "full of things I didn't provide," and thought of those two vehicles that I left behind in Cape Town. What God has done in the past, He can do again in the future, so I'm just praying that I'll find the right vehicle here, and that I'll have the courage and faith to step out when the right time comes. Watch this space for further news of this "miracle in process" ... and thanks for your prayers!