What were those conditions for health and healing?
- listen carefully to me
- do what is right
- pay attention to my commands
- obey my instructions.
What were those conditions for health and healing?
The interesting thing about the Judeo-Christian God is that He is neither of these things. He is not a fallible, imperfect being like we are, but neither is He unapproachable, even though He is sinless, glorious, transcendent and infinite. He's a God who is far above what we could ever imagine or think up for ourselves, and at the same time, He's a God who wants to be very near to each one of us.
Moses spoke to the people of Israel, even before they entered the Promised Land and became a great nation, saying: “For what other nation has their god as near to them as the Lord our God is to us whenever we call to Him?" (Deuteronomy 4: 7) "We worship Yahweh Qarob," he's telling them. "That's pretty unique. No other nation, no matter how great they are, has a god who is close to them, like ours is."
That's one of the reasons that Jesus came to earth. He came to demonstrate that God wants to be present in our lives and have a close relationship with us; He is the God who is near.
Later, when speaking to people who were not even believers yet, Paul told them of an "unknown God," urging them to seek Him and find Him because He is not far from any one of us. (Acts17: 27) "You don't yet know Him," Paul told the Athenians, "but He is not a distant God; He is eagerly waiting to draw closer to those who seek Him."
The word qarob appears a few dozen times in the Old Testament; sometimes it's translated as "neighbour" or "close relative." God wants to live as close to us as our next-door neighbour, or a family member who lives in the same house. He doesn't want us to keep Him at a distance.
The Old Testament Hebrews were very aware of this. The writer of Psalm 119: 151 proclaimed, "You are Yahweh Qarob and all your commandments are true." David wrote in Psalm 145: 18 that the Lord is near (Yahweh qarob) to all who call on Him in sincerity. Isaiah urged Israel to, "Seek the Lord while He can be found; call upon Him while He is near." (qarob - Isaiah 55: 6)
Let's not keep God at a distance, but rather allow Him to draw near to us. James encouraged the New Testament believers to, "Come near to God and He will come near to you." (James 4: 8)
What are some of your best ways to "draw near to God"?
For me, it can be reading my Bible in the morning, listening to worship music, or walking with my dog in the stillness and beauty of creation.
In what ways can you draw closer to Yahweh Qarob this week?
On Sunday, some of the PCYFM students went on an outing to visit the Bastei Bridge, about an hour's drive from where we're staying in the eastern region of Germany. The Bastei is one of Germany’s most unique landscapes. Giant pinnacles of sandstone rock tower above the Elbe River and a dramatic stone bridge seems to span those pinnacles - connecting the huge towers of rock and then seeming to disappear into nowhere. (Photo above.)
I would have loved to go with them to see this unusual feature of God's creation, but I knew that the lump on the sole of my foot would make it impossible for me to walk the 40 minutes to and from the lookout point. I was also only too aware that going out in the rain would not be a wise decision (because I have a lung condition that makes me vulnerable to bronchitis) when I needed to be able to teach for five days this week in the PCYFM.
So, while others headed out to have some fun, I decided that it would be wiser for me to stay home and keep dry. It made me very aware of my own physical weaknesses - both in my lungs and in the mobility challenges I currently face because of the neuroma on my foot. I wasn't able to see those towering rocks, but I was able to reflect on a different kind of tower. One of the biblical names of God is Migdal Oz - our Strong Tower.
When in Spain, I live in a town called Alhaurín de la Torre. The tower in the centre of town is not the original construction that gives the town its name, but it's a reflection of the fact that many Spanish towns historically had fortresses and strongholds to protect the inhabitants from invading armies. You can see many of the original towers all along the Spanish coastline, as well as in many mountainous inland towns. The strong tower was a place of safety and refuge, a place that people could flee to when there was danger. In a story told in the book of Judges, the people of an entire city fled to the roof of their strong tower (Judges 9: 51) and the attacking king, Abimelech, was killed when a woman dropped a stone on his head. The people of Israel understood well what it meant to have a migdal oz to flee to when danger was imminent and they felt weak.
So they also totally understood what the songwriter meant when He proclaimed (Psalm 61: 3) that God is a strong tower for us against the enemy... or when that psalmist's son wrote that the name of the Lord is a strong tower (Prov 18: 10) that the righteous can run to for safety. God's name in the biblical context meant His character, as I've been seeing in these weeks of studying biblical names of God. God's unchanging character is like the migdal oz was for ancient cities: a constant source of strength and safety.
Read on below for another name that speaks of the strength God gives us.
While it's true that being "born again" isn't something that takes years to happen or that needs to happen over and over again, it's equally true that we remain in need of God's help and grace all throughout our lifetime here on earth. This is expressed quite well in the biblical understanding of God as our Helper. Not in the common understanding of how an employee or subservient person might help "the boss," but more in the sense of how a parent might help a child who is not able to do things for herself.
In the Old Testament, this is often expressed by the Hebrew name Yahweh ʿEzrâ, while in the New Testament, the Greek word boethus is used:
Psalm 46: 1 - God (Elohim) is our refuge and strength, an ever present Helper (ʿEzrâ) in times of trouble.
Psalm 40: 17 - I am poor and needy, yet the Lord (Adonai) keeps me in His thoughts. You are my Help (ʿEzrâ) and my Deliverer.
Hebrews 13: 6 - The Lord is my Helper (Boethus); I shall not be afraid. What can mere mortals do to me?
The message could not be more clear: we can always call on God for help, including in times of trouble. However, if we don't realise like the psalmist that we are, "poor and needy," we will probably go through life thinking that we don't need God's help and will tend to do things in our own strength. We'll turn to Him only when we feel really out of our depth, instead of depending on His grace and help in all the aspects of everyday life.
Let's not go it alone. Let's begin each new day inviting God to be our Helper in all that we encounter that day.
The name first appears in Genesis 17: 1, when God says to Abraham, "I am El Shaddai." It's in the context of God promising Abraham something impossible (a son) - something that Abraham had ill-advisedly tried to achieve by his own efforts. God wanted Abraham to know that He is the Almighty, the all-sufficient One, able to do the impossible without any clumsy attempts at "help" from our side.
He introduced Himself the same way to Jacob (Gen 35: 11), another one who had foolishly tried to bring about God's will in his own way. Jacob was deeply impacted by that encounter at Bethel and still spoke of it in his old age. Towards the end of his life, he blessed his son Joseph in the name of El Shaddai. (Gen 49: 25)
This understanding of God as an all-powerful, all-sufficient God carries into the New Testament, expressed by the Greek word Pantokrator. Several times in the visions of Revelation, we see Him worshipped as Lord God Almighty. A well known example is Revelation 19: 6 - Alleluia, for the Lord God Omnipotent reigns! (Kyrios Theos Pantokrator)
It's a reason to approach and worship God with reverence and awe; not a reason to keep Him at a distance. One of the paradoxes of our faith is that we can recognise God's incredible power, we can realise that He doesn't need us, yet He longs for relationship with us and invites us to draw close, right into His presence.
In Psalm 91: 1, Moses recognises God as El Elyon (God most high) and El Shaddai (the all-powerful God), yet speaks of dwelling in His presence, close enough to be covered by His shadow; he's discovered that we find rest if we shelter in the "secret place" with God.
Because we know the God of unlimited power, we can also trust Him with the impossible situations in our own lives. I can think of at least two things in my life that seem impossible right now. What about you?
Let's stay in the shadow of El Shaddai and trust Him to handle the things that are too difficult or impossible for us. Nothing is too hard for Him.
Tsur is used more often, also appearing a lot in the psalms, and often appearing in the same psalm and even the very same sentence as sela. In Psalm 18: 2, for example, where Sela is translated Rock, Tsur is translated strength: "... my God, my strength (tsur) in whom I trust, my shield (māḡēn), my high tower"(miśgāḇ).
Same thing in Psalm 19: 14, where David's prayer ends with the words, ".. oh, Lord (Yahweh), my strength (tsur) and my Redeemer (Gā'al)." In these examples, Tsur seems to be about God's consistent strength and dependability, rather than about protection, but the sense of safety and deliverance often appears in the same sentence.
The writer of Psalm 92: 15 echoes what Moses said in Deuteronomy 32: there is no injustice or unrighteousness in God the Rock; we'll find Him always dependable, even when we reach old age.
I was struck by the fact that the Old Testament followers of God were not narrow or limited in the way they saw Him: they often used several of His names in the same declaration of praise.
Like David in Psalm 18: 46 - "The Lord is alive (Yahweh Hai), blessed be my Rock (Tsur) and let the God of my salvation (Eloha yēša') be exalted."
Or like Hannah in 1 Sam 2: 2, when she proclaims, "There is none holy as the Lord. (Yahweh Qadosh) There is no one like You. Neither is there any Rock like our God." (Tsur Elohim)
These Old Testament believers knew the character and names of their God, and used those names often in their prayers. I had to ask myself: am I, are we so familiar with God's character and so multi-faceted in our prayer and worship, or do we always say, "Lord," as if it were the only name we knew?
So, sela and tsur are used throughout the psalms, and tsur continues to be one of the ways that Old Testament prophets, Isaiah, Jeremiah and Habakkuk, refer to God, our Rock and strength.
But what about ourselves in the 21st Century? Is God the Rock still an important understanding for New Testament believers? Can we still turn to Him for strength and protection today.
The concept of God as our Rock is not found quite as often in the New Testament, but it's hinted at in the parable of the man who built his house upon the rock (Greek: petra), as well as in Matthew 16: 18, when Jesus tells Peter (Greek petros) that the future church will be built upon the rock (Greek: petra) of who Christ is.
Paul makes it even more specific when he writes to the Corinthians about a "spiritual Rock" that travelled with God's people in the wilderness, and explains that, "that Rock was Christ." (1 Cor 10: 4)
So, yes, the idea of God our Rock was understood by the early Christians, and He still wants to be our Rock today. In what ways do you need to depend on Him or trust Him to protect you this week?
Hagar wasn't a Hebrew; she was an Egyptian. She came from a nation where more than a thousand different deities were worshipped... but her personal encounter, there in the wilderness, with a God who saw her dilemma and heard her cry led her to one incontrovertible conclusion: this God who sees and hears me, who knows my deepest need and longing, is truly alive.
So she gave a name to the spring of water where this encounter had happened: she called it Beer-lahai-roi - the well of the Living One who sees me. El Hai or Elohim Hai is a common name for God throughout the scriptures, but it is this foreign slave girl in Genesis 16 who first speaks it out.
El Hai, sometimes written Chai to reflect the guttural sound of the Hebrew and connect it to the common Hebrew toast, "L'Chaim - to life!" Surely it's obvious that God is living?
But it wasn't obvious back in that day when the people of Canaan (and of Egypt, where Hagar came from) worshipped countless "gods" made of wood and stone. Hagar's encounter at that well opened her eyes to the existence of a God who was truly alive and not just a creation of man. It was unknown of in those days, and today too, for there to be a God who was alive and intelligent, able to relate to and communicate with human beings.
So perhaps that's why Elohim Hai, the Living God, is mentioned quite often in the Bible. The name made the one true God stand out as unique, and reminded Israel that their God was completely different from the false gods of other nations.
Centuries later, when the Israelites were about to cross the River Jordan and enter their promised land, Joshua told them, "Today you will know that El Hai, the Living God is among you (Joshua 3: 10) and will drive out the peoples and the idols who defile the land He'll be giving you.
Surprisingly, even Job, amidst his suffering and his flawed picture of God, declared at one point, "I know that my redeemer lives and in the end will stand on the earth."(Job 19: 25 - Gā'al Hai)
The psalmists longed for relationship with the God who was genuinely alive. If a loved one is dead, we can only think of them fondly... but if they are alive, we can enjoy spending time in their presence. And so, several of the psalmists wrote that they longed for God's presence.
Perhaps one of the best known examples is Psalm 42, a song where the psalmist compares his longing for God to the panting of a thirsty deer in search of water. "My soul," he writes (the word is nephesh, like we find in God's name Shub Nephesh), "is thirsty for God, the Living God." Elohim El Hai.
Knowing that God is alive makes a big difference to how we approach life and the challenges that it might bring our way. When King Hezekiah was facing threats from an invading Assyrian army, he turned to the God who hears - Yahweh Shama; see yesterday's post - and asked to be delivered from the hand of the Assyrian king, Sennacherib, who dared to mock Elohim Hai, the Living God. That's in Isaiah 37: 17.
When the prophet Jeremiah boldly challenged the idolatry of the Israelites, he reminded them that the Lord, Yahweh, is the only true God, Elohim emeth, the living God, Elohim Hai, and the everlasting King, Olam Melek. (Jeremiah 10: 10) Having such clear knowledge of who God is gave him the courage to confront all kinds of wrongs. Faced with the futility of idols, Jeremiah's rebuke to the people contains several names of the only true and living God.
This is the same God that we can know and serve today. When Peter understood that Jesus was the promised Messiah, he declared: "You are the Christ, the Son of the Living God." (Matthew 16: 16, where the Hebrew El Hai becomes Theos Zao or Zon in New Testament Greek.)
The apostle Paul reminds the Thessalonians that they turned away from worthless idols to serve the true and living God (1 Thess 1: 9) and several times in his letters to Timothy, he reminds the young pastor that our hope and trust are in the Living God (for example, in 1 Timothy 4: 10).
Jesus alluded to this several times when He was on earth. "I am the way, the truth and the life," He said. (John 14: 6) "I have come to give you life in all its fullness." (John 10: 10) And just in case anyone thought His crucifixion and burial had put an end to that life, He makes a very clear declaration in the vision that John has of Him in Revelation 1: 18 - "I am the Living One. I was dead, but now look: I am alive for ever and ever."
We may not worship idols of wood or stone like they did in Egypt or Canaan or Greece... but how easy it can be to give our time and attention to things that are not life-giving. Instead, let's choose daily to keep our focus on El Hai, Theos Zao; on Jesus who said, I am the life, and who promised to give us life in abundance.
שְׁמַע יִשְׂרָאֵל יְיָ אֱלֹהֵֽינוּ יְיָ אֶחָד
Sh'ma Yisrael Adonai Eloheinu Adonai Echad
Hear, Israel, the Lord is our God,
the Lord is One.
Love the Lord your God with all your heart and soul and strength.
If you've come here to catch up with what's been happening in my life and health, this is the post for you.
I didn't blog much in 2025. The last you heard from me was a post in mid February where I told you that I'd been diagnosed with a painful lump, a neuroma on the sole of my right foot. It was, and still is, like walking with a little marble inside my shoe.
In fact, life took an unexpected turn in March of last year when a freak misadventure landed me in hospital with five broken ribs. For four long, painful months, I was hardly able to walk or move around at all. I needed to use a hospital bed to move me up and down, I wasn't able to drive or carry my own shopping, and I had to cancel a couple of ministry trips that were planned.
Unable to bend down or move my back without excruciating pain, I even had to teach my dog to pick up anything that I accidentally dropped on the floor! (Just for laughs, you might enjoy the video from the, "Helping Paws" competition that we entered during that time: https://youtu.be/AnCnj8A1GEg )
Meanwhile, the neuroma on my foot wasn't getting any better. By the time I had my first hospital appointment in July, it was so sensitive that I was walking with a stick and could barely make it from the bedroom to the bathroom without tears. The traumatologist prescribed expensive custom insoles, but they didn't make much difference: they allowed me to walk for around 15 minutes without too much pain, but were so uncomfortable that they couldn't be worn for any longer than that. Painful injections between my toes only seemed to make things worse rather than better.
Finally, in January of this year, I had another appointment at a different hospital. This time, the traumatologist said that it seemed surgery would be the only sensible option - that it wasn't reasonable to expect me to live with this level of pain and lack of mobility for the rest of my life.
So now I'm waiting for an appointment with the department that deals with foot surgery. I don't know how long I'll need to wait, but we're moving towards the likelihood that I'll have an operation this year, a neurectomy to remove the section of nerve that has the lump on it.
It's been hard. I haven't been able to walk for almost a year now and I've gained a huge amount of weight from the complete lack of exercise. Thankfully, my wonderful neighbour has been taking my dog for a walk every morning with her own two dogs; I can't express what a blessing that has been.
I'd be grateful for your prayers for the next part of the journey: that I won't wait too long for appointments, that the surgery will be scheduled for dates that don't sabotage important ministry plans, that everything will go smoothly and that I'll recover well.
In one of last year's blog posts (now deleted), I shared that I had found a house that I wanted to buy. I put in an offer that was accepted and the process began to move forward.... until, just at the point of signing all the contracts, my lawyers discovered that the house couldn't legally be sold because the seller has so much debt and the house was in danger of being repossessed by the bank.
It was a huge shock at the time - though I saw God's faithfulness in the fact that no contracts had been signed and no money had changed hands. Now, a year later, when I look back at that strange episode of my life, I can see God's faithfulness in other ways too.
I was able to stay on in the rental flat that I had just moved into, and it's been a good place to be. During the months with broken ribs and this whole year of being unable to walk, it's been a blessing to have the help of my neighbour who walks my dog every day and who also sometimes looks after Maiki when I have to travel for ministry.
I've kept looking now and then at houses for sale, but there is really nothing available in the current housing situation, and property prices continue to escalate at a crazy rate. I'm only too aware that my inheritance, my house-buying fund, is depreciating rapidly in my bank account... but all I can do is trust God's timing and his ongoing faithfulness.
Thank you for your prayers, and God bless you.
Hagar probably felt unimportant and overlooked; felt that no one valued or cherished her. When her pregnancy led to tension and mistreatment from her mistress, she ran away, fleeing into the desert. Perhaps she was trying to return to her own country of Egypt.
But while she's resting by a stream of water, God appears to her in angelic form. His words show that He knows all about her: knows her name, knows she's pregnant, knows how she's been treated... Hagar probably thought that no one knew and no one cared what was happening to her, but God reveals Himself not only as the God who sees her, but also as the God who looks on her with compassion. He gives her promises for her son and for her future. Hagar is strengthened to realise that she has seen El Roi - the God who sees me.
As David wrote in Psalm 139, the details of our lives are never hidden from God. He sees and knows everything we do. There may be times, if we're up to no good, when we don't want to be reminded that God sees us. Only too aware of this, David prays in verse 24 that God will search him to see if there is any wickedness in him, and to lead him in the right paths. Knowing that God sees every selfish or dishonest thing we do should prompt us to live our lives with kindness and integrity.
But the flip side of this is that God also sees every good thing we do, every pure motivation, every right attitude. Jesus taught (Matthew 6: 4) that God even sees the things that happen in secret, and that He will reward the good and unselfish things we do, things that other people aren't aware of.
For almost five decades, I've worked with a ministry that places a high value on motivating people of all generations to live in a way that, "brings joy to God's heart." It's not just about self-interest and doing things so that we'll be rewarded. It's about understanding the incredible truth that I, although I'm only one small human among eight billion others on the face of the earth, have the capacity to bring God joy or to make Him sad. He sees absolutely everything, and small things that no one else notices can bring great joy to His heart.
So, when life leads us into hard times, if we feel ignored, overlooked or forgotten by others, we can be comforted by the knowledge that God always sees us. He misses nothing. He knows our situation and He looks on us with compassion. As I saw yesterday, He sees our need (rā'â - the verb from Yahweh Yireh) and we can trust Him to provide what we need.
Hagar's story in Genesis 16 doesn't only introduce us to El Roi, the God who sees. It also shows us two more names of God: the God who hears (Ishmael's name is based on God's name, El Shema) and El Hai/Chai - the God who is alive. The spring or well where Hagar met with God became known as Beer-lahai-roi, the well of the Living One who sees me. I'll meditate on those other two names of God over the coming days.